You would think after having cancer and beating it's ass that there would be nothing to worry about... oh how i wish that was the case... You would think that after being in remission for 11 years that going for your yearly check up would not make you worry.. but there is that constant thought in the back of your mind WHAT IF... that is what i am dealing with right now... Monday March 17th, the day before my 23 birthday and on St. Patricks day i go in for my check up... I have not been in 2 years b\c i was sooo busy with school and traveling with the teams that i didnt have time to... (Preston, please dont tell ur mom i dont need her to yell at me like she did caryn lol) Yeah i know i should have made time but with the schedule the docs have it just could not happen.. i feeel fine but these past couple of weeks since i have made the appt i have been stressing out... and no one around me really understands what going really means... it's spending a whole day at Emory, have Ct scans done, bone scans done, echo's, ekg's, and loads of bllod work.. dont get me wrong i love having the tests done except the CT scan cause of having to drink the contrast... and not being able to eat.. but otherwise i am fine... but then having to see all 8 docs i just get overwhelmed and such... and then when the test come back normal i slap myself for getting all worked up over nothing... but then you get the test back that a a lil abnormal and you stress out even more.... idk..

I just needed to vent to ppl who understand how complex a doctors visit can be... lol no one else gets why i get so nervous, i shut down and just need to have me time even more when the doctor visits comes around...

I will post when i hear something back from the docs.... havea great rest of the week and a WONDERFUL weekend...

Hey P~ we still on for drinks and dinner on Monday 17th, st. patricks day???

This is a main reason i have a smile on my face when at times all i want to do is CRY~!! My strength...

So first off i want to really apologize for being M.I.A for so long~@! I have been moving into my new house and starting my new job and helping a friend but i know i shoudl not make excuses. But i have been checking on teh site every once in awhile and seeing what all is happening. It's sooo amazing to see this site grow... Preston ur doind an AWESOME job... Sry this is a short post but 5 AM comes really fast lol... i PROMISE i am going to try and be more envolved and stuff now that i am getting used to the whole concept of work and sleep...

Hope everyone has a great rest of the week and a wonderful weekend

Take your friends and family to the Gwinnett Gladiators' game on January for the Annual Teddy Bear Toss! CURE will receive a portion of all ticket sales ordered using the ticket code (CCC0112) provided on www.gwinnettgladiators.com

 

I know this is a little Early but i just wanted to let yall know about it in advance~! It should be a lot of fun and it is def. for a great cause. i know that you know of someone who has been treated at these hospitals (me) or you yourself were treated there.. so its now our turn to give back~!!! i would love for you all to come ... it should be a blast~! great time to catch up.. meet new people and support a great cause that touches close to home for us~!

 

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Not sure if everyone knew about it.. but teh Young Adults Christmas Party for Camp Sunshine is this thursday, Dec. 20th, 2007 from 6 pm - 9 pm at the Camp Sunshine house~!!!!! I hope to see yall there~!!!

We are all getting togther at stone mountain for the laser show and just to see each other~! So if you can make it then get ur booty there~ lol

September 22nd, 2007!!!!!!!! e-mail me back if u think u can come. either here or at zoe8141@aol.com

thanks!!!!!!