The recovery has started~!! Finished my last chemo for 2 weeks!! yay!
Had labs done today and they were ok.... white count is high where they want
it so its showing i am able to fight off lil colds and stuff.. but thats doesnt
mean im going to be all out in crazy this weekend... I want to build it up a bit
more there for the actually 2 weeks i am able to see people.....
I have to go back monday for labs and possible fluids depending on my
results.. just to give me that lil boost. But who knows..... I'm just going to
continue to be positive and fight fight fight~! lol
Thursday, October 30, 2008, 04:17 PM EST [General]
So today was a doozie..... the side efffects have started... was in treatment
for about 5 hrs today.. IDK... had to increase the pain meds, and had to get
some other stuff for nausea and stuff. boo....
Lost a little more weight.. which i dont know how thats possible being as i
ate like crazy yesterday... I had a weird craving for ox tails and jamacian rice
so i ate that.... it was great.
Trying to pack on the pounds with smoothies and shakes,, but not working to
well.... weighed in today at 86lbs. NOT GOOD. I just hope these 2 recovery weeks
i can put on lbs, regain strength, hang out and feel some what content.....
I'm staying positive and doing what i can to be a comfy as possible. feel
free to text or call or e-mail. All i do i sit around and eat a lil here and
there and work on christmas gifts.. gosh im such a dork~! lol
I love you all!! just a few more hours left of this icky chemo for about 2
weeks....... yay~!!!!!!
so day 2 of chemo is over....... I feel ok.... just really weak.... Not liking this.... i knew it was gonn abe rough... but gosh day 2 and feeling like this....... can't bee to good........ im still in AMAZING spirits and stuff......
Found out that my "guy friend" is going to have to go back home. ( Las Vegas).... can't say im the happiest about it...... but i completely understand y.......... and no Preston im not letting that effect me too much~!
so time to go lay in bed and watch NCSI (if i make it through it...)
So the day is here........ chemo starts in just a few hrs.~! I have it everyday for 2 weeks and then off for 2 weeks........ I got my port placed on the 15th and chemo starts on today~! I will update when i get back~!
Wednesday, October 8, 2008, 11:27 PM EST [General]
"Cancer is so limited. It cannot cripple love. It cannot shatter hope. It cannot destroy peace. It cannot kill friendship. It cannot suppress memories. It cannot silence courage. It cannot invade the soul. It cannot steal eternal life. It cannot conquer the spirit..."
My thoughts.. right now.... all i want to do is scream.... as some may know my cancer is back... results from the PET scan... not what i wantedd to hear but just another hurdle the devil is trying to throw in my way.... He must have forgotten i ran track.. lol.. and had to run hurdles in heels b\c i left my running shoes one day.. lol
I meet witht the chemo doc. on the 14th to see when im gonna get started... but im sooo ready.. this sitting around is killing me...... the fighter hates to just sit around..... but im gaining the strenth i need to kick some ass~!!
