So today was a doozie..... the side efffects have started... was in treatment for about 5 hrs today.. IDK... had to increase the pain meds, and had to get some other stuff for nausea and stuff. boo....

Lost a little more weight.. which i dont know how thats possible being as i ate like crazy yesterday... I had a weird craving for ox tails and jamacian rice so i ate that.... it was great.

Trying to pack on the pounds with smoothies and shakes,, but not working to well.... weighed in today at 86lbs. NOT GOOD. I just hope these 2 recovery weeks i can put on lbs, regain strength, hang out and feel some what content.....

I'm staying positive and doing what i can to be a comfy as possible. feel free to text or call or e-mail. All i do i sit around and eat a lil here and there and work on christmas gifts.. gosh im such a dork~! lol

I love you all!! just a few more hours left of this icky chemo for about 2 weeks....... yay~!!!!!!